| | im caught up asking myself these deep questions, or are they? im just to shure. this whole situation is kind pissing me off/ making me depresed but whetever right? there will be more oppurntunityes down the road, right? maby? who knows. and who knows if ill even make the right decision than. it might end up better than these last two experices witch i would hope for but it might end up worse. now i like to think i and a gambling man but im not even to shure about that anymore. im almost to the point where im question my entier exinsent as a whole. my abiliy or in ability to read people and what there not saying seems to be in the shitter, but has it been there all along? have i ever been able to reed what people arnt saying? i dont know. apperentyl latley i cant. this is the second time in a row ive fucked up and taken action based what i thought was happining but it ended up in a compleat mess the first time. and this second time dosent seem to be much better. or is it, gah i just dont know. hummmm im just tired of fucking up what few frendiships i have or do i have any. bah i dont know. well fuck it hopefulley i can start anew sometime soon. |
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